One Big Explanation I was promoted on March 16th, 2016, no doubt it was one of the happiest days of my life. Next, I was ripped of my perms on June 6th, 2016 to certain reasons... everyone who has never liked me and never wanted me as a moderator can now experience happiness. To everyone else, I'm so sorry I let you all down, now it's time to explain my demotion. It started when I joined a teamspeak channel with a couple of friends I guess, they explained to me a hate thread that they said had leaked skype accounts on it, I agreed with them and I understood them. I considered it leaking, but I guess a couple other moderators didn't while a couple others did. I made a huge mistake, letting my aggravation and irritation from that day get the best of me which led me to my demotion. I leaked, worst way to get demoted huh? I never thought I would, really, and in complete honesty, I forgot the next day that I did. I got into a fight with Pile and I could tell she was very pissed off at me. I had a conversation later on Saturday with Nanurz over teamspeak and we had a conversation about my skirmish with Pile and he said everything would be ok, and I knew it wouldn't, and what I thought was true. I broke down and started crying during that call, I'm overly sensitive about these things, I tried my best not to, but the emotion just swept over me and I started crying. I was so upset and I felt so badly about the way I treated Pile. I wanted so badly to apologize to her, but I'm not the best at apologies, I'm not the best at saying 'I forgive you' and I don't expect my apologies to next few people to accept them. @Pile ~ Words cannot explain how terrible I felt during my conversation with Nanurz, I am deeply deeply sorry for criticizing you so terribly. I should've known better than to call you out, I should've talked to you over a private conversation about my problem with the way you handled it. My aggravation got the best of me, and if I could tell you the entire truth, then I would, but it would be hard for you to believe me. I wanted to apologize to you personally, but I just couldn't bring myself to it, I was so upset Saturday and I was upset Sunday as well. I never saw your skype messages to me until I got back to my laptop a couple hours later, I was sort of confused as to why the 'leaking' thing came up and in all honesty, I did forget about it, I tried to remember and then later Sunday night I started remembering and I knew that it would end badly. I admitted to my wrong doing and this was your outcome, to demote me, I understand completely. I just ask for your forgiveness and hopefully we can be mutual again, I don't expect being friends again quickly but at least acquaintances. You vouched for me during the time I applied to be moderator, and this was the outcome, I upsetted you. I am so so sorry Pile. @Nanurz ~ I let you down as well, I shouldn't have given it away and I should have known better like you said. You told me once that I shouldn't be leaking anything from skype. I remembered that and I never thought it would actually happen. Then it did, it came out of no where when I was extremely mad, I'm incredibly sorry about this and I hope you forgive me, you were so nice to me in the conversation we had and I just broke down and didn't want to talk to you. I should have known better like you said. @Dyna_Mighty ~ I'd also like to apologize to you, I let you down also and I didn't do anything to hurt you, but I felt as if I should apologize to you because you are one of the Staff Managers and it's my responsibility to make amends with you and the Staff Managers again. I hope you and the others may forgive me. To the Mineverse Community ~ I'm incredibly sorry about this incident. It never should have happened, but my actions have gotten the best of me. It's about time for a break from all of this anyways, it's much too stressful. I have finals coming up in the next week and I have a couple championship swim meets in the next few weeks, Olympic Trials are in 20-something days, summer school is starting soon, and I am going into high school this year and I need to be prepared for a load of work. I cannot believe this really happened and I am so sorry about this. I just really hope everyone can forgive me, for everything and anything. I really did not expect this, I really didn't. I will soon be making a decision about leaving the server and minecraft. Ever since I joined this server, I have been nonstop playing on it. It prevented me from spending time with my family, it made me even more anti-social than I already am, this has definitely changed my attitude, and most importantly, this has made my swimming worse and has definitely hurt my grades in school. I will state it somewhere later, I just need time to think and I really need a break from all of this drama. I'm incredibly sick of it. Thank you for reading this, I really hope everyone can forgive me. ~cheetahswimmer
Cheetah, I would like to say I'm sorry for how I treated you during your time before and as Mod. To start with, I continuously no supported your application which was very immature and rude of me. And I found out you felt genuinely bad about what you did to make me do that making it even worse that I did those things. When you were new you closed my application which made me very angry and I treated you very poorly on Skype. On top of this, I reported you when you had only been a Moderator for a few days. I can't imagine how horrible you must have felt when I did that and I realize now I could have simply messaged you about it and you would have unlocked it. As for me insulting you, I can't describe how sorry I am. You were trying to be nice to me when I probably didn't really deserve it. I should have known better than to say those hurtful things and I fully understand your reaction to it. I thought it was just a joke and you wouldn't take it seriously. However, looking back I feel like I would have probably reacted the same way. Overall, thank you so much for your service and I'm so sorry for everything that happened between us. -Colby
Aww, hate to see you leave the staff community Erika. You were a great staff member. Thank you for your time and service that you put on this server to make it a better place. Regards, Sarah
:( I know how it feels @cheetahswimmer Atleast now you can focus on school, swimming and socialising more I guess you just have to look at the positives that what I did, anyway good luck Erika If you choose to come back then mineverse will welcome you with its warm pixelated arms.
I feel sorry for you Cheetah, I really do .-. As you know we've been friends for a long time, although we really didn't seem to become friends in the first place. When you were promoted to mod, I thought there would be no way I would stay on your friends list, since you wouldn't even stick around to play Bedwars. Something that never happened. You didn't remove me. I am so greatful to have been and hopefully still be one of your friends for all this time. If you do choose to quit Minecraft (something I understand), I hope you will live happy, something you deserve. It's really sad to see you be demoted, and especially in this way. I do hope you come back. You have to learn people how to swim you know, I think a lot would drown without you.
As I've said before on stuff like this, everyone makes mistakes. Your mistakes don't define who you are as a person, and the work that you did while moderating is appreciated. I wish you the best of luck with whatever decisions you choose to make. <3
